Quick updates?

• Lit Lecture, 7-9 on Friday night. And I loved it. Lit lectures are the best.


• Supper with Joyce, Marian, Aisyah, Shawn, James, Patson, Limwoan, Claudia, Tabitha later and that was interesting too. (:


• Saturday. Spent half the time in the Council room sorting out those papers and whoa. Interesting to say the least, but man. Not as easy as it seems, sorting paper out.


• Some things happened which just made me go all dumb on the inside. Heh.


• Tuition, both yesterday and today. He's interesting. And the Cafe dude was so sweet. he got me a table when it was jam packed. Hah! There was this couple, or at least this guy and girl who were constantly flirting, aka "studying" and used two tables! Terrible!


• I had one helluva buttkickin conversation with Claudia today. (:

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?

I think you do. Or at least you used to. Jerk.

Sorry, I can't help the way I feel. Or maybe I just don't wish to improve things. Time for you to show whatever you gotta. If not, then, okay. It's done. We're through.

I can't wait for school. I actually cannot wait for school. Wow. Some feat, this is.

This is why, this why, this is why we're hot. :D

I just need a good cry. I honestly do. There's no shoulder though, so what's the point.

"Insecurity is kind of a deep sense of being unsure about your place in the world, your value, symptoms include self consciousness, a tendency to be very self critical, easily hurt" -Joseph Nowinski (Nope, I dont know who he is either)

(Note: the following has been ripped off from the net)

What is insecurity?

Insecurity is:

• Feeling of not being "good enough'' to meet the challenge of a situation you face in life.
• Sense of helplessness in the face of problems, conflict, or concerns.
• Belief that one is inadequate or incompetent to handle life's challenges.
• Fear of being discovered as inadequate, ill fitted, or unsuited to meet responsibilities at home, school, or on the job.
• Sense of not fitting in, being "out of synch'' with those in your peer group.
• Perception that life is unpredictable with most of the expectations you have to meet not clearly understood.
• Sense of always climbing up a mountain, never being able to reach the top.
• Sense of lacking support or reinforcement where you live, work, or play.
• Results from a sense of being unaccepted, disapproved, or rejected.
• Inner turmoil coming from a lack of direction or bewilderment as to where you are going, what your goals are, and what responses are appropriate for events in life.

Insecure people may have:

• Been raised in a chaotic, unpredictable, or volatile environment in which they were kept off balance, on guard, or on edge.
• Experienced a major tragedy or loss in their lives and are having a difficult time in accepting this loss and adjusting to the ``change.''
• Experienced a major "failure'' in life (e.g., divorce, losing a job, bankruptcy, failure in school, losing a friend, lack of acceptance into social or civic groups, etc.) that led them to question their personal competency.
• A poorly developed self-concept with low self-esteem, lacking belief in their personal goodness, skills, or abilities.
• Never felt accepted by the "others'' in their life, so much so that they became chronically shy, retiring, and withdrawn in their interactions.
• Had an unrealistic list of rules and expectations prescribed by significant others in their life, rules they are striving to meet even in their current life.
• A poor body image, making them believe that others see them in a negative light. This makes them self-conscious, tense, and anxious in dealing with others.
• Never received enough positive reinforcement or feedback from others about their talents and abilities, leaving them unclear as to their skills.
• Been given very little direction, guidance, or discipline in their earlier lives leaving them unable to cope with the current pressures of life.
• Always felt overshadowed or overlooked due to the people in their lives who seemed to be more successful, smarter, prettier, more handsome, more athletic, higher achievers, getting much attention. This can foster doubt in an insecure person's ability to gain recognition for their successes, and can make them doubt their ability to achieve success.
  

What do chronically insecure people believe?

• I can never accomplish the task facing me!
• Everybody is looking at me, just waiting for me to make a fool of myself!
• I am a failure!
• I am ugly and awful to look at!
• I can never win. I am a loser.
• What is the sense of trying, I'll never get it right!
• No matter how hard I work to achieve, I never get any recognition!
• I am incompetent in everything.
• How could anybody ever say anything good about me?
• I failed them in the past; therefore, I am a failure today!
• Once a failure, always a failure!
• There is only one direction for me to go in this organization and that is down and out!
• No one could ever like, respect, or accept me!
• I don't deserve to be treated nicely!
• I don't fit in here or anywhere else for that matter!
• Everyone else looks so good, so together; I feel so out of it compared to them!
• I am an incomplete person and will always be that way!
• I am so afraid that no one will like me!
• Why would anyone care to hear what I say, how I feel, or what I think?
• People are just nice to you in order to use you and get something they want from you!
  

Insecurity and self-consciousness are the bi-products of fear. Eliminate the fear and you eliminate all three.

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Now here comes the original stuff..

I think the older you get, the lamer you become. Replacing the "lamer you become" with "the trickier life becomes", gets pathetic sometimes. Hi, Euphemisms, thou art the simplest form of deceit.

I used to think that high expectations are fine. Okay no, wait. Before that. I hadn't a clue I secretly have ridiculously high expectations of everything (perhaps even everyone, or rather selective ones) till the day I got my O Levels results.

I'm beginning to comprehend now. Each and every little complexity that lies within, probably takes a lifetime (even that could be insufficient) to learn, but each little discovery certainly helps you no less. What sudden enlightenment, I know. Hey, you gotta have that strike of brilliance every once in a while, no?

"Don't be discouraged by a failure. It can be a positive experience. Failure is, in a sense, the highway to success, inasmuch as every discovery of what is false leads us to seek earnestly after what is true, and every fresh experience points out some form of error which we shall afterwards carefully avoid." - John Keats

An All-In-One

You know, to be complimented when you're in the library, looking like quite the crap in an oversized jacket, wearing a pair of converse sneakersm and face completely bare, feels so so good. :D

I've been enjoying and struggling like crazy with the same intensity. Okay, so maybe these past couple of days I've been taking things a little too lightly? But yeah.

NDP celebration in school. Okay that day, was a bit mad. Cos I went to school at nine, to do the walking experiment thing for Mr Bernard Tan, came slightly earlier, like 850? Met Shawn, Mai and Steph at the main gate, and shucks. The interview for the OCIP! So that was the something I knew I was forgetting but didnt quite know.

Headed over the track to meet Lionel and Leo. Goodness. It was just a terrible morning. And what timing. While lamenting on my bad fate that day, my phone made the sound it does when the batt's completely flat right before it auto shuts off. Perfect. Wow right. That happened, right after I was about to give up and let the bad things go its way. Talk about perfect timing.

Realised that I do have a bit of time, with this sudden spur of determination to NOT make it a bad day, I ran to the LT to check my venue for the interview, ran around Block A, then B, then A again. Got to the class, and OH MY GOSH. I CAN STILL MAKE IT.

Interview sailed smoothly, I say. (: Yesa. Third such interview this year now. If I dont ace this, I won't be a Happy Huda.

Did the walking thing, then headed back home. Mrs Esther Tan wasnt in school yet! So couldnt pass her the money. Didnt really wna pass the money indirectly, cos like I dont know. Money involved, you know? Not so much a matter of trust. More like a matter of being careful?

So then, headed back home. And I've a couple of hours before I head back to school to pass her the money, then head back home. And finally to school again, for the parade rehearsal and such. First round: bus, second round: papa, third round: cab.

I hope I said the Malay pledge without sounding weird or whatever. Been repeating the pledge over and over again over the weekend, trying to perfect the sounds and all. Bleh. Afifah stil made fun of me! You're a mean mean girl, you know that.

Thanksgiving Concert put up by our rockin teachers was nothing short of fab. (: I really enjoyed myself. Think we all did. The squeezing of the WHOLE school into the hall was pretty mad too. But we did it. (:

Adventure to Jalan Kayu after that to get some of 'em good pratas was fun too. Jalan Kayu's happening! Met Dirah's parents there! As well as Xianliang and his clan who came soon after! Coolness.

Going out and uh, "fostering closer bonds" with fellow council members have been lovely. If anything, I personally think that Saturday's Captain's Ball session was actually pretty darn necessary! I mean, hey, it's not easy these days to find time to do "lame", "unimportant" things like bonding when your Promos are right around the corner! (Such pleasing lines for the authoraties reading this, aye?)

Rush Hour 3 with Jaymond, Timteh and Elisha was nice too. Thanks for the treat you Piano/Sing-a-long buddy! (:

Furniture shopping with the above mentioned people plus Lijie, Andy and Lydia was fun too! Man, that was such a hectic day which got me running around all over the place!

A run through :

To school real early like by 7 and Father was kind enough to give me a lift. Ily Papa! Captain's Ball till noonish? It was good fun. Sweating it out and all. Then I've to rush and cab down to Aqidah's for PW. Which was so incredibly fruitful.

(If you didnt get that sarcasm, you really should try attending some classes to speed up the uh, thinking process. :D)

But still. Because I love my PW members, it was worth it. Aqidah you're a real peach! She's too cute sometimes lah. And Claudia! (: That silly ho was busy taking videos without us realising! And they were incredibly funny ones too. And wow, Claudia, myself and Lionel all left something behind at her place. :/

So then after that, I've to rush down to Marine Parade Library for tuition. I took a cab halfway totally panicking cos I had a bad experience with Mr High and Mighty I'm-A-Banker tutor last week. :/ Like, hello. I was only 5 minutes late and he seriously gave me a earful. Gosh, he was TWENTY minutes late on Saturday hokay. AND I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.

But if it's any consolation, he's really good, I get him, cos he explains stuff well. The first lesson itself, when I found out he was a banker, I asked him point blank why he even bothers tutoring. I mean hello, the dude has a car and everything. A 9-5 job which pays well too. He likes Econs and Math a lot so yeahhh. Easy money anyway. My mum's considering a major cut down of MY ALLOWANCE. The horror.

Met Jason in the library itself. See, was panicking like a crazy cow cos there were NO SEATS in the friggin cafe and my mind was wheeling forward at this psychotic pace and still, hadnt a clue where to go should there really be no seats! I mean, third floor's confirm packed. The library's getting too hot for the masses.

Speaking of libraries, Marine Parade's too cool. Not only have I bumped into Jason, I've bumped into Nariah, Liyana, Joyce (waiting for Marian who was 2 and a half hours late!), Maziah and Mudd's pal Joanne! That, everyone, is way too happening.

So then, after Tutor left headed over (yes, still in my Orientation t and shorts since morning!) to Ikea to meet the rest.

I like being pushed around on the trolley! And I felt like buying the whole store man. Everything was so cheap and nice, and it doesnt look cheap which makes me want to buy them all, which kils the idea of "saving cost" in the first place! Manipulative, I say.

After a good sit down, and a debate over whether the full length mirror's needed, as well as a whole entire discussion about the difference/definitions/angles/opinions regarding Want and Need, (hurhur, Elisha and I VS Timteh + spectators, LOL) we finally decided what to buy and what not to. *wipes sweat. Decision making ain't ever easy, yeah? I hear a chorous of "yes" so that's comforting. (:

Ate and happily refilled the drinks as and when we pleased after getting the roughly 150 dollars worth of purchase. Shopping, we did. Can't wait for the council room to be revamped!

Okay. That was All Over the Place Saturday.

Today. (: Mudd's second band performance in two weeks. The first one being the one at NY's Film Festival where his friend's, Taufiq's, short film was unexpectedly a big hit! Great suspense man.

Unfortunately, the sound system SUCKED MISERABLY so the performance didnt go as well as expected. ): But still, screamed, I did! Grabbing unecessary attention, perhaps. But come on man. Moral support's the main objective! HEH.

Only the miserable lot of us supporting them! Najib, Zhi Jun, Matthew, Anthony, Mudd's sister, her boyfriend and myself. Terrible lah. Even like Taufiq, his schoolmates didnt cheer! :/

So anyway, today, bus-ed down to town with Najib. Freakin hell. I could've just taken 36 but the bugger made me walk all the way to Katong in my heels just to take 14 with him! And he didnt comment whatsover on my outfit when I was actually sort of fishing for one. Maybe it was too subtle. LOL. But Mudd did, so yay. Hello, I was using an 80s looking Guy Larouche purse okay! Mother's but still! With awesome heels! :D

Okay sorry. Back to the (intended) focus - Mudd. Jib and I entered when the band already started their first song. But still. Oh, they were great. Too bad there was way too little people in the crowd! But really awesome. (: Mentioned this before, overmentioning even, but hey, I'm proud of you Muddos! REALLY!

The whole band was clearly enjoying themselves when they were playing Starlight! LOL. Too cute please, their body language! (:

Oh and his dad dropped by! But uh, a couple of minutes late? But still. Bet that meant a lot, right Mud? (:

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Baybeats! Only went for one night, and not even for that long a time. And it's scary that it's already Baybeats 2007. Two years back, anyone? We were all wearing black, for some reason and we went there after some Suntec fundraising thins thing for MLDDS.

06 was the celebration of Irah's 16, the surprise at Swensen's where we got her to do this dare and SOMEBODY gladly "fell for it" knowing what "it" went through! You're not supposed to get that, btw. 06 was where we mainly just sat by the rocks and camwhored, Lyon and Sathish, assigned photographers for the night.

Anyways, that Saturday (last) I was supposed to go on down to see the Dance competition thingy at DXO but uh. I was kinda late, till the thing ended already? LOL. But yeah. So just met up with J and Irah.

Bumped into a heck lot of people! Let's see. PLENTY of Cedarians. A bunch of juniors, including a shy Haryani lol, Diana (with the infamous boyfriend, I finally got to see!), Gordon, Khalid.. Hm. I remember seeing more people. But pardon the blogger. It's been a week! Hahah.

Somehow, I had an inkling that Fairuz, Diana and Clara would be there. Just this sense. And man, was I right! Really close at least! Chan was having dinner with Yingwai, Natasha, Sheena etc at the No Signboard Seafood Restaurant at Esplanade, Lock was at Lau Pa Sat and Cockroach was at the STEPS of Marina Square when I called! Cool or what. Bumped into her later at Starbucks anyways with Xin Ru and Grace. Oh yeah. Also saw this whole CLAN of J2 guys from SR at Marina.

Guys, (OG1 not the J2s you twat) we gotta meet for more than 30 seconds next time. (:

The 3 of us watched that dude perform and he was really awesome. Forgot his name. What is it again, Mariam? Well I loved his set. Like a good mix of John Mayer, Jason Mraz and Jack Johnson. The kind of chillout songs. Okay, maybe that was a bit of an overpraise? But nvm. He was good. I liked his songs.

After that was a good Raimah's session with Mariam. Was supposed to be Siglap but we were too lazy when we met at Kembangan. Just felt like I needed a girl talk, seriously out of nowhere. Recall the other time at BK Tamp? (:

So after chatting for god knows how long, along comes Najib riding his bicycle at about 1AM! HAHAH! Talk about coincidence. He was (jokingly) offended that we didnt ask him along, lol.

Okay, now about such bumping incidents. This other time, I was at Parkway to get some stuff that night, after school, and then after walking down the steps to the basement, I got a call form Najib telling me to "watch where I walk" cos he was right up there at Starbucks with Mariam and their friend Ameer. HAHAH. Too cool, I likezxzxzx. Marine Parade's awesome. Loving the cabbing to school with Cheryllek too!

Another thing to love? Hi, the beach is five minutes away, may I remind you. This morning kicked ass. I'm gna get healthier. Watch me.

ANYWAY. Back to that girl talk. Long overdue, I say. (:

This is utterly long, and a downright compilation of everything and anything. So let's continue piling now, shall we?

Oh yeah. We had the Council Dinner over at Shereen's place. That was rather nice too. (: Pictures, where are they! I've only a couple!

TUESDAY! SR's version of Be Yourself Day.

Literally dressing to kill! See, our theme was Mafias. So the A1 Mafias strutted about school decked in the best clothes, ready for murder with the guns and everything. :D My guns actually. Or rather my dad's.

Tabby and I made such a wise decision going to school together. Her mum picked me up at the St Pats bus stop, so I got to see Alvin and Scott for all of 30 seconds too. That morning was honestly quite crazy.

A1 was really looking hot. :D

(click on my Friendster profile to your right for some of the pics)

I've tons more of pics to complement this entry but heck it. Another time okay? Like maybe I'll edit this post tmr or something. Depends heavily on my mood. (: Till then, I've got some work to do before I actually hit the bed. Sigh.

I'm hoping. Still hoping.. Leaving room for disappointment, I'm sure. Sigh.

In perspective

Things haven't been the same since the last time I blogged. Dramatic? Possibly. Exagerrating? Unlikely. But ah, such is life right now. At this breaknecking pace and all those unexpected sharp turns and pleasant little surprises and lovely quality time with people I love..

I miss Tampines. But I guess this will have to do too. It ain't that bad after all. (: I honestly thought things would come to an abrupt halt. Gone. Pulsating, well true. I was indeed highly anticipating it all, but I suppose I've always had that sneaky feeling that it'll smack me right back on my face. That no matter how hard I try to keep things sunny bright, the harsh bleak thunderstorm of a reality pushes back against all I've painstakingly built. Mercilessly.

The Wise says "truth hurts". The Naive says "the cup's half full". The Runaway says "I don't care".

I've decided to not let things slide down my back anymore. Not that I ever really had, actually. I need anxiety pills, remember Tabs? But this time, no more. "Ignorance" will disappear from my vocabulary as of today.

Yeah, by now you'd have probably already gathered that this is yet another one of those entries meant only for me, but the insane need to share is too overpowering.

It's interesting. How people want the world to know them and yet not know them at the same time. Frankly, it's a Big Puzzle. Then again, most things are.

I think, that I need to find the time to squeeze in some reading. It's ridiculous. I can't rememeber the last time I read a book!

Effort is so so crucial. I need the drive. I need need need it. But that's not my problem, drive. I know what I want. It's just the long process and requirements that's driving me up the friggin wall.

But I've got some inspiration. After a recent discovery, conveniently by accident too! And just for the books, no, it's DEFINITELY not thanks to the "motivational" speaker just now. AKLTG owns that, a million to one. They should have hired you Gary! (:

Let's talk about lovely mundane stuff, shall we? Butterflies of Hope, Legacies of Love Fundraising initiative by Council! Wow. Can I just say that I'm pleasantly surprised by the response? First day was a sure success, now to press on and hit (then exceed) our target!

This would not have worked out if not for my lovely committee! PoweR. Get it? PR? Hahah! Ily guys!

Alright, better take off now. Only managed to come online cos

a) the internet and cable's FINALLY fixed! WOOHOO! and
b) for the first time in a long time, I actually managed to step into the house before dark! A feat!

It has been long

One of the earlier collages, messy and well. Messy. Heh. That one time to Wild Wild Wet with the From All Ages Gang. LOL.

Met up with Lee Yunqi Clara sometime ago, on a WEEKDAY because it simply cannot be helped! I was really busy and by the coming weekend, she'd have left for Australia already! Stinky you! Leave me behind once more. December's sooooo far away! Plenty love goes out to you hokay! *WET WET SLOPPY KISS



Discovered how to make collages and I basically went crazy those couple of days. It's amazing. And real quick too! :D Contrary to popular belief, it doesnt take an IT genius to be able to do this kinda thing.

(read: popular belief=Huda's belief)

A lot has been going on. Been busy or preoccupied perhaps with a couple of things I don't exactly wish to disclose. *sniggers* I can't emphasize enough on the term "a lot". Let's play this game. See who can guess how messy this post is gna be due to the incredibly lack of it these days!

List of events that I can remember right this moment goes like this (in no particular order), there was Irah's 17th dinner, the watching of King Lear with Tabs, Woanny's 17th dinner just this past Friday and gosh. That's about all I can remember. I've a lot of things in mind, so once more, pardon my incoherence.

While I try to gather my thoughts, a couple of pics for you to feast on. Yes, I do agree. I'm incredibly narcissistic generous.








HAHAHAHAHAHA! Our reenactment was great or what!


Stole this from Dirah's Friendster account. :D IMY CEDAR. ): Gotta go back sometime soon before it's demolished! *GASPS, I know. How can they demolish that lovely gorgeous building?!

Also caught Harry Potter that very Thursday itself. Such is the case if you've a die hard fan as your good pal. *glares at Najib. Eh, you read the book already? HAHAH. He kept on insisting that Hedwig would drop the latest book at his place! (Yes, he really had it delivered. I think.)

School has been. Well school, really. 20th got invested last Wednesday. (: Thanks ah Tabby for ditching me that day!

Also, I'm gonna be an official Marine Parader tonight. Meaning an ex Tampines person. SIGH. Goodbye 81/72 and all the people I usually take 81/72 with. ):

New beginning, in so many ways! It's overwhelming, really. There's so many implications, I dont even know where to begin to sort things out in my head! *"Spinning around" by Kylie Minouge plays in the background*

While packing just now, (yes, my family leaves everything to the very last minute; runs in the blood apparently) I found a lot of things. Typically. Such a cliche situation, but oh well. I found my diaries! From SEVEN years ago! Good god. I love reading back.

As abrupt as this may be, gotta run now. (: Till the next entry, then.

I hate you mids.

Fucketty fucketty fuck fuck. (Was that the right sequence Lyon? LOL) I think my phone's giving up on me! SHIT. Daddy's not gna like the sound of that.

Anyway, I think things have been going better than expected. (: This goes for a couple of stuff, so let's not all make an ass of u and me, now shall we? :D Man. Still can't believe I didn't know about that! ARGH. The look on Scott's and Tabby's face was so shit lah. :/

Let me relate this experience to you. I told my mum about it and she just shook her head, and went "Now, THAT, is an insecure girl".

See, I was in the bus, on the way home. I saw this hot guy entering the bus. Well naturally I looked at him, then what, grimace and look away while thinking "Man. Hot!"?!

He was really hot. Really. What I didnt realise was, (HEH, INSIGNIFICANT PERSON PLEASE!) he has a girlfriend! And! She was right behind him. Obviously she saw us make eye contact and wasn't happy about that.

I mean honestly! It's not like you can exchange phone numbers by looking "into each others' eyes"! Oh, wait till you hear what she did.

She glared, "jeling-ed", rolled her eyes at me, all at one go. Then pushed (like, "get out of my way, me first, I AM IMPORTANT" kinda push) him aside, so she could sit inside. And hello, he was already making way for her! Then she put his arms around her, yes SHE put HIS arms around herself, it probably looks cute when other girls do it but major EW when she did it). So she did that, turned around, looked directly in my eye and kissed him. Yes, she kissed him with her gaze fixed on mine.

Cool. So that's how the girls pee to mark their territory these days, eh? Wait wait. Isnt it supposed to be the other way around? Guys doing the marking?! Like fuck, hello. You already have him right. What more do you want?! A stamp that says "he's mine" on his forehead?! Might as well wear a huge ass signboard which says "Hi, I'm Insecure so please don't look at my boyfriend"!

The things people do sometimes. I mean, especially if you were aimed by Cupid (Cupid's terribly blind then), and got yourself a looker, then hey, expect what's expected, duh!

Well, to piss her off even more, before getting off, I looked at him, made eye contact and! I smiled! He smiled right back so there you go, bitch.

Come on. Don't tell me you thought I was just gna let the whole thing be, did you! It's too fun to let go!

And just a side note, he could have scored a better one. HAH.

Ok, exams update! GP was history (HAHAH) cos we sat for it eons ago, Monday was Econs and yes Fairuz, I kinda agree, Foreign Language (aka Malay) too.

Econs was better than expected though I was really really nervous about it! Malay was.. I'm hoping for a pass. Cos I kinda got everything mixed up. Like the peribahasas (which I only SAW the morning itself thanks to Tabs and Aqidah!)? And they are not easy, like cant guess from simply reading it kind. And the Imbuhan's just so. UGH. I hate Malay Grammar. It's not easy lah please!

Tuesday was nothing day! :D Weds was History which was whoa. Level of anxiety was the highest right before this paper. Went OK, I just hope I can get a decent grade. Friggin dates, I hate them. Like, I can get the stats right, I just can't nail them dates! Hello, 1946 and 1964? SAME DAMN THING PLEASE!

Today's paper was Literature. Paper 1 went better than Paper 2! Identity paper didnt go as well. ): Pilot G2s are the best for exams requiring essay writing. But damn it. BOTH of mine gave way! Like wtf!?

Tomorrow's the deadly H1 practically no one gives a shit about, cos it's! a! gonner! (no one being my class, or rather my closer friends in class, lol) Surprise surprise, it's Math! Even though it's LIKE Amath, but NOT EXACTLY, and I did take it for two shittified years (I'm sorry Mrs Chew, I still love you! Man, do you STILL read this!?) but I obtained a C5 for Os. So you see.

Gah, anyway, after that I'll be jumping for joy with some happyfying song playing in my head. That is, AFTER the MALAY ORAL I have to sit for. :/ What a spoiler.

Ily brother! (I can be as mushy as I like cos he doesn't read this. I think.)

Anyways, gosh, look what I found when I decided on a whim (and out of boredom too, not that there's nothing to do for H1 Math) to check out the Friendster bulletins!

Date: Wednesday, 27 June, 2007 5:10 PM

Subject: How to not be a jerk, for dummies

Message: You might agree with it, but
when it actually happens 96% of girls dont
realize it 'til it is too late and that
guy who did it is so frustrated that he
has moved on to someone who will take
notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other
guys.

We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still
there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at 2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait
till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

One the sexiest thing about a girl is
confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you! Dont "feel bad"
about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for
us.

If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel the need
to wear the shortest skirt you have or
put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not
what you wear.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You
have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:

If you aren't being treated right by a
guy, dont't wait for him to change. Ditch his
sorry, disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what you do.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes.... and say
"i love you" .. and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.

Girls repost this if you think it's
cute.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree
with this, so we hope that all the
girls that read this will repost this.

Tips for the less experienced:

*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,
gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than
once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves
you,
look deep into her eyes, give her a
peck
on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars

Girls : When you're both laying under
the stars, put your head on his chest
and close your eyes as you listen to
his
steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your
hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love
will
realize how much they want you.

repost as: guys point of view
p.s : if this thing dun work, man, we
can start shooting the 1st person

I felt like someone rinsed my heart and wringed it dry! I love things like this. You can just feel the sincerity oozing out of the screen!

Hey Stinky. Not that you are, cos Librans always smell good, I just felt like saying that. Anyway, not even sure if you're reading this, but heck. I hate you for not meeting up with me during the hols! You're missed idiot. ):

Also, hi BFFAE. I've not seen you in ages. You didn't just fall off the face of the Earth right. Did you!? ):

Bitchfit



I feel mean for thinking that he's not worth my time. Whatever. I shall be Nice Huda and continue chatting, taking 5 long minutes to reply each.. um, thing worthy of a response and let's see if he gets the hint. Technically, that's not Nice Huda but again, whatever.

I feel really pathetic right now. It's a Saturday night, Najib told me about an hour ago that he's going out, though he's still online, lol. But he's not replying me so hmm. Clubbing like crazy lah huh someone. Or hitting Siglap. Whatever, still beats what I'm doing. >:/

It being a Saturday night means I shouldnt be at home! I'M ALL ALONE AT HOME. With Kieffy of course. Who shut down the com a couple of minutes ago. What key she stepped on I've no clue. Maybe this computer's finally giving way? S H I T.

I am Loser Huda all alone because I refused to attend the family chalet/bbq thing. Why? Figured I could use this time to study peacefully at home. Little did I know how lonely it'd get. No wonder my brother gets all pissy and ANGSTY TEENAGERISH when folks arent home and I'm uh, out till late. He's only 11 btw and man. I can FEEL him turning into a monster. This one will hit puberty early too. I just know it.

(HE TOOK THE HINT! *THROWS CONFETTI)

Today was unproductive. Seriously. This is serious. But you know, my theory is the more fun you have, the more trouble you'll be in. So less fun=less punishment, though ultimately it's the same thing I'm doing. But going out fun is definitely not stay home fun. So it's differnt. Dont try to prove me otherwise. I've got a box of knives in the storeroom only ten steps away. And won't you know it, it's a MAGICAL box of knives that can be thrown through the net and it's got PERFECT aim it'll hit you right at the heart! *GASP!

See, I'm rambling my ass off.

Kieffy has been ridiculousy mushy of late. And I have been returning it in all fervour! My cat, is practically the sole receiving end of all my kisses. Because I'm a "swinging single" according to Jonathan and my family arent very kissy-huggy. I mean, we hug, and say "I love you"s, but kisses are getting rare. Which is good in a way cos then there's something to differentiate a special occasion from a normal one.

But but. I need more affection. More loving. That sounds spoilt, but hey, since Najib's been calling me a "Queen" might as well get that kinda treatment right. Been feeling pretty lousy about myself lately. And to put it plainly, THIS SUCKS.

Woo. I just used the term my successful, hot, married and youthful cousin claims is the ULTIMATE teenage phrase.

Rambling, bear with me here. AND FUCK. I CANT FIND MY OXFORD. DAMN.

Now, what's SHE doing, talking to me?! Today is a weird day with weird people talking to me on MSN. I can be so fake sometimes, I could hang myself. You may never know, it could be on the front page news one morning.

"Girl hangs self. Cause: She was so fake she couldnt take it."

Then again, that's a first class ticket to hell, and I just got news of some scary shit that happened to ex's dad aka Dick's dad which is wayyy freaky. No need for details here, yah.

I think it's possible I just Baygon-ed a pregnant cockroach. Hopefully it and its bloody babies die a hellish death. I hate them. They annoy the fuck out of me.

Oh and you know what, each time a memory of you comes floating by, oh you know, the times when my head gets totally wonky and I remember you from a distance, (HA HA HA. I ACTUALLY REMEMBER YOU OMG I DESERVE THE NOBEL PRIZE) I FEEL IT ALL. I don't like how it went, how I felt, everything. So screw you lah okay if you think I'm being a bitch. Not that you'd even realise. I'm a pleasant, innocuous looking slice of (poisoned) chocolate cake that may just cause you your life. (THANK GOD I DIDNT GO.)

This is one hell of a messy post. I'm feeling rather shitty. Like you couldnt tell.

I like Funny Little Feeling by The Rock N Roll Soldiers. I need "noisy bam bam music" to quote Rachel. Man, not very good if you've got lots of mellow chill out songs. Feeling all.. I dont know. WEIRD. Oooh. New found angst. Thanks Mud for satisfying this.. hunger. Mud the Music Man.

Could it be the jugful of coffee I prepared for a supposedly "all night study session" that's spurring all this?

Or maybe it's Cecelia Ahern's fault. Or Mr "Show me the money" cos all that lovin's leaving me too green and too sick. Le sigh.

I've been off coffee for some time now. Addiction greatly ceased since.. Right.

Since Marine Parade's Starbucks fucking closed down and I fucking missed the Closing Party for Regular Customers (trust me you're regular when you go there 4-5 times a week) because I decided to accompany J and meet Mr I-think-I'm-a-Rock-Star-but-I'm-really-down-to-earth-and-REALLY-well-read-cos-I-knew-the-meaning-of-your-name-that-first-time-we-chatted-on-MSN (when you so googled it, I'm not blonde you blind rat) then stayed out late hence my sleeping over (not blaming you J!), since you walked ran out of our lives, since I stopped going to Simei's outlet with Fatmah and nicknamed that Barista.. something I forgot, man dont I miss being the first customer there!, since I stopped going for my daily Nescafe's Mocha canned drink each morning before I make my way up to the library for ART (which is not art. it's.. Acadamic Reinforcement Time aka the programme Stupid Failing People go for), since College life started and I stopped frequenting coffee joints. Since. Forever.

It's still price elastic, hur hur.

Woo, I forgot what caffeine does to your head.

Dang. I want the old days back. Okay, maybe not really.

OMF. I know why this (post), is so. I'M HAVING MY FUCKING PERIOD. Ahh. This explains it all. How'd I forget?!

I NEED A - DAMN IT.

All my love, Huda *blows kisses

Some of the movies I caught (some I've watched before) while on Couch Potato duty.

This is good! CATCH IT IF YOU'VE NOT!

Excess Baggage

I thought Emily and Vincent were really cute on screen! Really adorable together.

Susan Ward was so friggin hot. She's the one on the far right. She plays the hot, popular bitch who happens to be the villain. She pulls it off perfectly. It's quite creepy actually, the plot.

Hahah. Funny shit. Laughed like a goon! You're a loser if you've not seen this! LOL

The Long Weekend

This show's funny. Bad reviews though but oh well. It's slapstick. So you "I only appreciate smart comedies" people won't like it. But hey! Brendan Fehr! Cute!

Love it. I think I've mentioned this movie before. Hm. Two words. Watch this!

Only about the millionth time I watched this!

I liked this one. A lot. Really romantic and sad too. :'( It made me shed buckets.

Plus! Ethan Hawke, hello?
It's alright lah. If you're bored and have got nothing better to do.

It's pretty comical. Nothing great though.

*YAWNS* But if you like dumb plots (which I do too, it's real easy on the brain LOL. But this one just didnt do it) you can try catching it.

Hell yeah. I love all 3! All that deceit makes for a good story. Although I think the first and third ones are better.


Sienna Miller.. doesnt look like Sienna Miller? Lol. Worth catching, I say. Romcoms. I love them, so yeahhh.

It's okay. The raps are rather bitchy. If you can catch it in the first place. Not in a 'you're dense you can't get it' way. Cos see, sometimes you cant hear what they say, cos it's rather muffled.

Cry Wolf

You know the manipulative game we all know and love, Polar Bear? (*coughs* The one that I happen to be good in. :D) Well, I think it originated from this movie! How the name Polar Bear came about, I've no idea. But Cry Wolf sounds so much nicer! The Liar being the Wolf of course.

Cry Wolf's pretty good. All that deceit, yummy. And you wont fall asleep cos there's good eye candy. I managed to guess the ending! Go me!

Ok. Sigh. Back to them gross books.

Okay no. Must. Not. Be. Negative.

HUDA ALL THE WAY!!! YES I CAN OKAY. I CAN. I WILL.







Scared shitless.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! Monday's looming! Damn it. I'm toast. :/

Sentosa V2

:D

Yeah. I went there again the very next day. Tuesday. This time with Tabs, Scott and Co. Had brunch at Vivo first before taking the monorail there.

Had tons of fun basically. I'm kinda short on words right now? As in, I dont know. Hahah. Kay, weird mood here, pardon me.

As is always the case with them, did a lot of physical things! Sheesh. Hahah. It was real fun though. This time I applied sunblock right at the start!

I think. We play quite rough. Haha. Cos everyone kinda got injured? Okay some. Like how I scratched Val real bad the scar was purple! And the skin was kinda still in my nails? Ew right. I felt so bad. :/ BUT YA LAH. MARK ME SOME MORE! Hahah. But yeah. Like what Shrek said, Puss (me) did what it does well. SCRATCH! MEOWWWW!

I like catching balls! ;D HAHAH.

Took the Luge too, which was whoa. Asskicking. The chair lift thing is fucking scary. At first. Height, gosh. That certainly takes getting used to. But view was lovely. Pretty pretty. The ride thingy itself was shiokkkkkk. Hahah. Full speed ahead! I went very fast okay. Got witness.

We took a break at that shop/pool place where they hiked the prices of bottled drinks oh so high. Some played pool, while the others betted on who's gna win (Alvin and Dave) or camwhored (Garnell and I) or simply listened to the dirty(!) R&B songs which kept playing (Chloe).

We went mad playing at the water fountain! Recall the post Sentosa V1? The part where Murny dragged Fatmah to watch kids play at the water fountain place? Well omgosh. We all did the exact same thing!

Chloe started it! She's to blame! We went crazy okay. Like just went mad spraying everyone and everything. It's one of those you have to be there to know what it was like kinda thing. Asskicking. (Yes, I like this term a lot. You?)

We got so wet and so loud and man, that was hell fun. There were even random people videoing us!! LOL. They laughed along and didnt like give us disapproving looks or what not. OH MAN! THE TRAMS! HAHAH. I forgot about that. Imagine what the people passing by were thinking?! HAHAH. A whole group of teenagers running and screaming around. :D

More beach time! Love it! Even though the water was dirty! EW. There was this once we started to smell like kerosene or oil or something. Just plain gross okay. Tourist spot? HUHHH. My ass.

But who cares. We still had good fun. Garnell didnt get sand-ed! Haha. Cos all of us did except her! Cheater!

Had dinner at Coastes, all thanks to a certain Mr Foo! The place was really nice. Ambiance there was lovely.

Oh yeah. Them boys were complaining about how we took a long time to bathe. And the girls! They werent very supportive either! Kept pushing it to me! Which was technically accurate. But yah okay nvm. :/

After Coastes, we went for ice cream a couple of shops down. Yay for ice cream. New Zealand's Natural again. Hahah.

Walking out, had to pass the Luge area, realised it was open and everyone got high and on about it. The lady at the ticket counter was really sweet cos she gave it to us at a cheaper price! The view at night was real pretty too! (:

Only left Sentosa pretty late actually. And I didnt even realise the time! See, that was how much fun I was having. Heh.

Garnell left us at the Imbiah station for some party while the rest of us trained back all the way to the Far East, with funny incidents in between and a ton of laughs. These people. *shakes head
Stopped for drinks at this food court before ending the night. By then it was only The Neighbours and me left. Hahah, me=so extra, HOR? (HAHAH. THAT'S A POKE AT YOU TABBY!)

Finally went our separate ways and yup. Had a great time. :D

Val's fingers spoil it!


Babes pooling. They are really not bad you know. I suckzxx real baddd. :/


Garnell! She has some appetite man.


Tabitha and Scott


Owner and the wearer. See, they take great joy using my things as "props".

Some pics here, the rest coming your way (to a theatre near you) soon. Hah, lame.

The thought of next week leaves me hyperventilating. ): Today was good though. "Quality time" spent with some of the Council people. Scandalous bunch. Tsk tsk tsk.

Later.

Pettyfogging. But it's not. Man. Insecurities, go away. Too much to say. Too much.

I
will
not
get
caught
up
too.

Everything's thrown in together. At once. Too messy. I'm worried, annoyed, frightened to death, pissed off, sad, angered, hopeful, trusting.. I could go on all day. But I've got an important thing tomorrow, and it's too late.

Point is, I need a break too. But I can't quite have it? Okay, evidently, this is one of those entries you'll never get cos. You just. Wont. Sigh.

Walls never did anybody any good. Simply a defence mechanism, I say.

Sentosa V1

Was great. (: Miss the crazy times with these people! Siti and I were Giggling Idiots! Somehow, it's always like this when we're together. And it gets REALLY bad. We'll not know where we're walking, going to the carpark area and everything. Yes, I'm sad to say we kind of do evolve to become these Malay Blondes when we're together. I say it's her fault. You go "Nay", and I officially declare you a Horrible Reader, now shoo!

It was early in the morning at VivoCity! Okay, so maybe it wasnt exactly early. Or morning, for that matter. More like noon-ish? SORRY I WAS LATE LAH. Household drama, whoa. You dont wna know. (Rhymes!)

The four of us separated, Murny and Fatmah were gna get more snacks/drinks while the two of us, yeah. Getting the same thing too. Fatmah isnt very bright, now is she? Since she didnt realise something was amiss.

(But okay lah. Dont say already. 8 pointer Bimbo in the house, yo.)

The two of us ran around Vivo trying to find her presents. HAHAHA. It was mega funny and fun! :D Like little rats running around the mall! (okay, maybe 'little' isnt exactly the right adjective, hur hur)

Finally got her stuff, a cute brown clutch and this sexyyyy long wooden necklace that I would have gotten for myself. Hee. Both from Tangs. Can I just say the shades there rock too? Yes. It does.

Realised that we cant possibly go back EMPTY HANDED, so we bought EXPENSIVE SG$1.10 for one, apples. Oh, but they were goooooddd. Sexy red, juicy, crispy enough and so so sweet. Ahhh. Snow White! Hahah, random!

Managed to get her a slice of this asskicking cake too. All this within a span of what, 20 minutes? POWER OR WHAT.

Oh yeah! Siti has this Sentosa card thing that's so awesome cos it meant a lot of things FOC for us! See, it's the cardholder plus 3.

Siloso Beach! Wasnt as hip as expected lah, hahah. (we had our own expectations, which werent even that up high, really)

First things first. Get her to eat the cake, quick before the chocolate melts! Murny (yes, she's been very helpful) "ran away" with her to watch some kids play with the water fountain. Hah, go figure lah.

So Siti and I immediately got into action! We saw this Pakcik smoking, so I approached him, but bloody hell. The lighter's in bits and pieces, squashed on the ground beside him. O.O

Ran to the bar nearby, asked this Angmoh dude who was SO PROUD OKAY! SOMBONG! Whatever, managed to get a lighter from this dude working there. Nice guy.

Oh. We had to buy the New Zealand ice cream to use the chairs and tables there. -.-

Fatmah darling was so touched! HAHAH. Aww, yes I know. We're too awesome for you. :D And she hasnt even gotten the card and presents yet!

So we did beach stuff ie laze, observe, critic, bitch (not really actually, I was feeling very Zen, hahah shut up) and yup.

Played soccer. Siti and myself tried to at least. I can kick pretty decently! Went into the water too of course. As mentioned, the usual beach stuff. The jellyfish scare thing got the better of us! Cos we started imagining things, and Fatmah felt a fish slide past her. Wait what? SLIDE!? I meant SWIM. Sheesh, Huda. Really now.

Anyway the water was goooood! Clean! Or cleanER than the other beaches. Well they have to. If they cant handle a FAKE beach, a TOURIST spot, then I've got nothing to say.

The sun wasnt really out. Pretty much cloudy the whole day actually. So I thought there was no need for sunblock, even though I did bring it.

HUR. I was wrong. My nose is now a different shade. :/

Saw a lot of interesting things too, may I add. People watching is love. :D

MICHAEL SCOFIELD!!!! HAHAH, and HIS FRIEND! :D:D:D

SOME PEOPLE kept hitting the ball our way. But okay, fine, it was easy to forgive them cos there were a couple of *coughhottiescough* amongst them. Prove that The Goodlooking get away with things. Heh.

But man. When it came sailing our way, AND RIGHT SMACK ON MY NOSE? NOT. SO CUTE ANYMORE.

I couldnt feel my nose for all of 10 seconds hokay! Not funny. It was real quick, the whole thing. BAM, someone whacked the ball, hit my nose, accompanied by a LOUD "FUCKKKKKKKKK" from yours truly and then it bounced off my nose (it sounds funny but it's NOT) and missed Siti by like an inch.

I'm telling you "FUCKKKKK" is faster and less tiring than screaming, hahah. Less Whiny Bimbo too, but possibly more "WAH SHIT. SO FIERCE, BACK OFF". Whatever okay. Screw you. (:

Anyway, HIS FRIEND apologised but didnt look too apologetic to me! Scofield was so much cuter. His reaction. HEHHH.

All that abuse, and all we did was play Bluff (WHICH I WON HUR HUR) and listen to the radio which HUDA kindly brought.

There was this group of Banglas. Disturbing. What's new. FUCKTARDS LAH OKAY. SORRY I CANNOT TAHAN.

DRAMA! Siti lost her ring! Yes, THAT ring! Panicked everyone, but phew. Fatmah found it. In the sand too, so almost impossible yah. Karma, babe. Karma. (:

OH MY! We also made our own music videos! DAMN LAME. Music came from my phone and the "video cam" was Murny's phone. Man, it was fucking hilarious, really! Let's see. We did "U and Your Hand", "That Thing You Do", "Build Me Up Buttercup", "Nothing In This World" and "Girlfriend". I think that's it.

WOW. It's so funny, it's so cute, it's so adorable, it's smokin' hottttt. And bimbotic too. Fatmah's real good at that cos she doesnt have to act! :D You'd just want to hug us and bring us home. But heck no. We dont want you to. (:

You know, the start of U and Your Hand? The part where she goes "uh uh uh uh uh"? IT LOOKED LIKE PORN LAH OMG. Cos we're such great actors. :D

Playing back the music vids later, got us laughing like mad, while waiting for the bus. Hahah.

About 6 around there? Headed for the toilet to bathe and whoa. Great timing! It started to lightly drizzle. I think we took DONKEY YEARS in the toilet la! Terrible vainpots. No, self so NOT included ok. Heh.

Ok, right. It was fated! That we were to be in Michael Scofield's view the whole day long! Cos we saw him and friends waiting for the bus to harbourfront too! HAH! WE SHOOT, WE SCORE.

Had Long John at Vivo, and gave Fatmah her presents! She wore it immediately and was very obedient! See, in the card I wrote that she should be an awesome friend by going "*GASPS* AWWW, you guys shouldn't have!!!" when she opens her presents. And she did. :D

That pretty much summed it up. (: And now, the part you've all been waiting for, with bated breath no less, the piccas. :D

And it's Sentosa V1 becauseeeee...




You'll find out soon enough. (: Hey, I need to have some tactic or other to pull in you readers too right. I keep you coming back for more, baby! :D

If there's one thing I'd boast about, it'd be my mum. Heart to hearts are IT. (:

Why my holidays are nothing short of awesome

Monday! Oh it was gooooooddd. Oh it was gooooooooddd. It was goooood when the big ship went down! To the bottom of the husbands and wives. Little children lost their lives.. It was goooodddd when the big ship went down! HAHAH! Man, I remember doing this cheer with the Delphinus babes and silly Hilda and Geraldine who were damn on about doing it. (:

Anyway, before I broke off into that cheer/song, Monday was great! :D WHY? Cos I got to spend it with The Constants AND SG18! (those who could make it anyways, lol)

Met Tengku first. She was all, "Hurry take a cab here! I need to first get the tickets I've already booked you know!" Hahah, the goon. Okay so yeah cabbed to Kembangan then got off (dumbness I swear) to take cab once more to town.

Like sheesh. Could've just cabbed straight away right. -.-"

Met the boys and off we went to watch Ocean's 13! Brad Pitt is the sexxxxxxxx, omgosh. How can someone look so mighty fine!? And Matt Damon.. used to look better? Hahah idk lah. Anyway, movie was pretty good, so yay. Unfortch, I gotta go meet them SG18 folks! Unfortunate for them, lah duh, they'll miss my company. :D

So much for Sentosa and dinner later! It turned out no one could make it for Sentosa in the afternoon-ish so it was just dinner at VivoCity.

Met Zul by total coincidence. See, was checking through my 'Sent Items' folder and ohheck. It didnt show Zul's name! Which meant I didnt send her the reminder message!!! WHICH MEANT! Yah you know what it means. So I messaged her, though it was wayyyy too late by then, of course. But thank my lucky stars she got it, and was in fact on her way! I asked her where she was and whoa. She was at Dhoby Ghout too!Hahah! Then I started looking around and POOF! She was right in front of me! LOL.

(That para *points above* has kinda too many '!', yes? lol)

Kay, so met up with the rest, got Nad her birthday present which was this pretty necklace that looks like a locket but it's not hahah and this funky ring. Then met Nad and the rest so goodie. We could start finding for a place to eat!

We took a good 45 minutes just FINDING a place to eat. The girls got distracted by all the hothothot shoes! Okay, fine. It was mainly Anthea and I. Heh. Reminded me so much of the 20th, how long we took to FIND A PLACE TO DINE, hahah. Settled for Secret Receipe and we took another YEAR to decide what to eat and order. Classic.

My kebabs, which arent quite kebabs. Hm.



Cheers!

Dang. This would've been a nice picture!

It's always Randall who does this!

Kong, Sree, Berlinda, Nad, Zul

(:

Angela, Bharati, MOI, Anthea

STUPID 50CENTS

Yum yum, munch munch

Sheesh.

^^V


Also gave Nad her presents and man was she gullible when I purposely said aloud "Guys, pass your 30 bucks to me for the present!" HAHAH. That was effing funny. (:

We got the bugger to put it on for her. Heh.

OH! And I got starstruck! COS GUESS WHO WAS DINING WITH US QUICK! (well okay, she wasnt dining with us, per se, more like she was at Secret Receipe too) You know Vicki, the elder sister in Growing Up? OMF I SAW HER. I USED TO BE SUCH A HUGGGGGGEEEEE FAN OF HERS OKAY!

Ok, shall stop shouting. Heh. But really. Man. She's soooo pretty in real life! Like flawless complexion and everything. Hahah. Me=starting to sound like an idiot. And no, you will not retort with some smart "Huh. Only now meh?". I forgot her name! Damn. So I asked them and they too did not know so I called Mariam and yessssss! Her name's Irin Gan!

AHHHH!

I used to faithfully catch it every Sunday night at 8! And I caught the rereuns too the other time like eons ago lah. It'll be like a family ritual kinda thing, you know? Hahah, I was so smitten. I mean, hey, she was my favourite character! I should just shut up.

Okay, so after dinner, we headed upstairs for a bit to hang out in the open air place and take pictures!!! :D:D:D

But of course we got distracted...

Ho yeah. We attacked Six and shamelessly started snapping. The pair I was wearing looks weird cos it wasnt sitting nicely on my nose bridge!

Funkayyy. :D

Not quite ready yet lah!

Berlinda likes pictures in B&W/Sepia tones

Hahah, we're too cute.

Happeh happeh people

BOYSSSSSS. *shakes head

For some reason, a cap found its way on top of my head. -.-"

Hahah, had a great time just chilling and doing pretty random things. Lol.

These two ah. Forever you know. TSK TSK TSK. Lol.

SG 18 Cheerleaders!

I just chucked aside my heels and it feels so nice to go barefooted. Hah. Think we were the ones disrupting the peace up there for the couples. Whoops. Not that I care really, haha!

After that, 30-ed to Kembangan. Well I was supposed to drop off at Kembangan, but I was sleeping see and so I missed my stop. Hahah. Oh and while walking out, at the interchange's walkway, to cross the road to cab back to Mud's, I was suddenly hit on my shoulder!

It was Nad! Which meant that. Yeah, there's no difference really, taking the MRT and the bus.

Cabbed to Mud's and man. The cab driver was being such a dick.

What we did. Well, we just do what we usually do over at Mud's. Basically just lounged around and talked and joked and laughed a whole lot. Tried not to wake everyone up, lol. Hahah. Also watched this movie, some Brit comedy called Office Space. Okay, they watched. I was uh, semi sleeping? Haha. It's not my fault the sofa's that comfy!

Excuse the hair, ya.

And yes, it's this sofa. I look ridiculously happy. Hahah.

Oh yeah, snacked on Mud's sisters "rejected" cupcakes which were pretty darn good actually! She sells it btw, very prettily decorated, packed and everything. So yes, you can click HERE if you're interested. (MUD, SAY I'M NICE, THANKS)

Attempted to watch the French version of Taxi but crap. The subtitles were so screwed lah! Gave up, went up to his room and we were like whispering on the way up. Haha, then this part damn funny. I was talking to Mud about, I cant remember what. We were still whispering! Inside his room! So then he whispered, "Eh. Why are we still whispering?!", which got us both laughing normally. HAHAH LAME SIA.

Watched Flight of the Conchords which got us crazy laughing. This duo's really something I tell you. "In the day time. Of the nighttt." HAHAHAHA.

Also music, man, the music's like this important part of chilling at Mud's or something. Hahah. By music, it means Mud strumming and Mariam singing and Najib and I watching and appreciating. HAHAH. K, so we'll (Jib and I) like try to join in when we can, but I think we usually spoil it. LOL.

Anyway, we tiptoed (well I did anyway) downstairs cos we got thirsty. And heh heh. So cute. We made Quakeroats! 3 in 1 no less but still. Hahah.

The self timer shots we took were so adorable! Love it muchos. (:

LOVE!

We look like obedient little kids!

So then, decided to just sleepover at Mar's since Najib was sleeping over at Mud's. And hello, by then it was like. 3+? So not wasting my money for the cab fair, please.

And this part! AWWWW. The boys were so insistent that we take a cab back. So sweet hokay! And like. Mariam's house is 5 minutes away! They were too cute. Hahah, see Mud hasnt opened the main gate yet. So the two of us, Mar and I, decided to climb over the gate cos it'll make a lot of noise, sort of, and Mud's mum's a light sleeper and stuff.

But we left our bags behind. Hahah, and Najib held them hostage till Mud came out with the cab money. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. (:

Okay, so back at Mariam's. Hur hur. It's funny to see them (Mud and her) trying to open the door/gate as quietly as they can. It's like. So sneaky! Hahah. I mean, sure, I do that too. Oh man. You dont know my padlock. It's annoying. And my gate kinda squeaks when you open it. But still. It's funny to watch them be all careful and quiet. HEH.

Back in her room, bathed and changed to her checked boxers and this Police shirt! Hahah! I remember her sister and sister's friend wearing it for her 12th birthday party. It is that one right?

I was a policewoman and she, a TKSS-ian (or whatever they call it) for the night!

We started goofing around with the Photobooth thing in her Mac. Damn. We were doing so many crazy things. And hell, when she sent me the photos, it was a whopping 80++!!! Terrible right. But it was hell fun. :D

EVIDENCE THAT WE'RE MEGA GOOFBALLS:

And some of my favourite shots? (If you're wondering, yes, I happen to have time on my side. Well technically, no, but you know. Gosh, shut up. Why do you have to know anyways?!) Oh yes, excuse the hair once again. Cos it was still REALLY wet lah. That's why I didnt tie up, till much later.

Cool or what.

Me: "omgwtf!?"

This is the part she goes "OMG. BIMBOOOO". Hey, I think I do the mirror writing better than you lor!


Evidently, she doesnt agree. HUHHH.


HAI YAK!

And this is way true..

RIGHT TENGKU!

SO! The two of us only ended up sleeping at 4, 5 while talking in the dark. (:

The next morning! We (the four of us) planned to meet at 9 in the AM at Raimah's for breakfast, so obviously you'd think we'll have trouble. But nope! Hahah! I was fine and up at about 8? :D Tell you already right. ME=POWERRRR.

But that bitch had a LOT of problems. I poked her, pushed her, separated the curtains, off-ed the air con, opened the windows (I had difficulty with the windchimes lah that's why it was noisy!), pulled off her blanket and the whole works lah basically.

She's such a pig. (HEH, but like usually, it's Lee who'll do those things to me when I sleepover. So see, I learn from the best. Heh)

Kay, so then met the boys for breakfast yup. Headed home. But see, because I'm too cool, I had to like quickly bathe, change (out of Mariam's lousy sports bra which DOES NOT function as one, please) and I'm out again! Hahah.

Headed over to Tabby's but fuck. I GOT LOST. Hahah. So I dropped off from wherever it was I was and WALKED all the way to Block 874A! Once more, I shall reiterate, ME=POWERRRR.

That girl ah. She refused to come pick me up from downstairs cos they were in the middle of watching a movie. COWWWWW.

So yeah. Joined them watching Saw 3. And ugh. Disturbing. But disturbingly good. The doctor/surgeon's really pretty.

After the movie, contemplated, I called Escape to ask if the rides were still open since it just rained and all, and yeah. OFF WE WERE TO ESCAPE! (:

I honestly couldnt remember when was the last time I went there. With Fatmah and her cousins YEARS ago? Man. I really can't remember. Oh well.

Shared a cab with Tabs, Valerie and Alvin while the other 3 got another one. OOOH! It was so fun lah. All the rides.

Viking and Inverter were awesome man. Really. Oh, the last time I was there, it was called the Cadbury and the Yakult was the first ride!! Anyway, yeah those two rides. Like whoa. What a kick. Went right to the end with Derek and Scott for the Viking. WHOA..
I'll scream and scream and screammmmm. And we'd put our hands in the air when it was swinging our side and crap. That was mother scary okay!

The Cadbury! (I dont care. It'll always be Cadbury to me, hah suckers) Wow. It was so shiokkk. Seriously. When it hangs you downside up? WOW. My things would hurt like crazy but okay lah, imagine the boys?! LOL. I was like on the same row as Alvin and Scott right. And at the start of the ride, when they were making sure we're all nice and tight (PLS DONT THINK SICK THANKS) and secure, they kept on going "OW. OWW. OWWWWW." HAHAH.

The Pepsi one wasnt working or something so that sucked. Was quite looking forward to that! What else. OH YES! I did the go kart thing for the first time! HAHA, what a noob ya okay I know. GO KARTING'S FUNNNN! Oh and I met Amos while queueing for it! Hahah!

Oh yeah. The haunted house. SOMEONE *nudge wink nudge* was not bad ahhh. *coughsScottcoughs* LOL.

Okay so what else. The log thing! Since there's 7 of us, one had to do twice right. So that someone was me. :D First time, I did it with Val and I was the one at the back. MANNNN. I got soaked through and through! Hahah! Next I went with Alvin and sat front but like. It was still wet? Hahah. But how could I tell. I was already dripping wet to begin with!

So we just rode the rides over and over again till it was closing! SUCKS LAH, CLOSE SO BLOODY EARLY.

Chloe is a Libran too! :D

Aye! So fierce, someone!

While waiting in the queue

(low quality photos cos my phone camera sucks okay. therefore when zoomed, it REALLY does suck)

Boy in black spoils it for not smiling!

VIKING!

(:

Tabs and I (:

Chloe left cos she has a CURFEW HEH HEH HEH. Okay, uncalled for. But I just felt like doing that. :D

Cabbed back to Tabs' and we just slacked around, playing cards. Games like Homo, and bluff. EH DEREK, ALVIN WE'VE GOT TO BEAT THEM NEXT TIME IN HOMO HOKAY!!!!

Stupid lah. We lost. Like totally lost. LOL. So we ordered in Macs and watched Shutter with the whole house dark and everything. Wooo. Scaryyyy.

I mean, it's like scary/suspense, you know? But still. Gosh. Tabby and I would scream and the rest would be spooked. Actually she's so much worse okay. She'll scream at the WRONG times and it'll scare everyone else. And get this. She's watched this before. YES I KNOW. HOW VERY -.-".

Realised that instead of screaming I'll just go "FUCKKKK OMGGGGG FUCKKKKKK NOOOOOOO" most of the time. LOL. Screaming takes too much energy sometimes lah.

AND HAHAHAH! Derek was scared shitless. We could so tell lah! Like he's sitting one corner in the living room, and he'll be so stunned. Like STUNNED, can see his heart stop when his eyes go big and everything! HAHAH. All it needs to complete it is for his face to turn paper white cartoon-style. Heh.

After Shutter, they watched Shrek 2. See, were figured that what we need is something really happy/funny to counter Shutter. Heh. And yes, they watched cos see, I fell asleep. HAHAH. Hello, I had all of 3 hours to sleep the night before!

So yeah, I left her place at about 1, 1++? Val and Derek were sleeping over and Alvin walked home (as in his house is right across the road, hahah) like right after Shutter.

Scott Scott!

I asked him to turn around but you know what he said? He went "No no, dont need. Take the side view!" -.-"

Cabbed home and awhh. Tabby was all "Message me when you get back". Hahah I sent "Mommy, I'm home now". Heh.

OH. OF COURSE WE TOOK PICTURES! Hooray for self timers, really! :D

VERY good kids. :D

;D (poor SHREK, always gets cut off!)

Kungfu fighting!

HAHAH!

It was good. (:

Scott's red shirt is terribly comfy btw. Am having second thoughts about returning it to him come Tuesday. HMM.

Okay, I think Family's going shopping later. YESA.

Anyway, yes. Went to Clearwater to play tennis with The Constants yesterday morning. Wait, or was it the day before? Gosh. I cant remember. OH YA. FRIDAY! Anyway, I TRIED to play. Not easy man. But there were these old men who were playing on the court next to us who very kindly gave us pointers as well as four balls that are ALIVE. Cos apparently, we were using DEAD balls that can give us "tennis elbow". See. I pay attention.

After about an hour, we had to go back up to Mud's penthouse (yes, PENTHOUSE) cos it started to rain! Mud totally bedek-ed (bluffed) me cos he said upstairs no electricity. And I believed him. :/

Ordered Macs breakfast (ugh, I know. Macs here, Macs there.) It was funny. Cos I was the one that called right and the dude's voice was sexy btw, k besides the point. The point is, Mud was very insistent on having his "iced Milo without the ice" and I had to say that, hence sounding stupid. What made it stupider was the fact that I later decided that I too wanted it, without the ice. Hahah.

THEN. The delivery guy was an idiot. He spilled the Milo lah! So we had Milo dripping all over the house right from the doorstep to the kitchen, on the table! Man. Messy shit. But thank god for Domestic Huda. :D

It was a short time spent with them, cos the boys had to go for Friday prayers and stuff, but still. A good short time spent. (:

(: Awesome Foursome. HAHAH!

Okay. I think I need someone to pinch my fats and force me study. ): SIGH.